chrsitmas tree beside the fire place

wishing you all a merry christmas!!

梅雨时节 飘落叶 等满满的水位

REVENGE IS SWEETER THAN U EVER WERE!

短痛不如长痛
短讯不如长信

the endless

siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh......

Exam nag

I have been complaining a lot about my exams recently, about how horrijible they are
complain until people no sien i also sien first

but finally....... NO MORE PRODUCTION ANIMALS!!!!

my exam timetable last week was like this:

Monday 2pm - moo moo exam
Wedensday 2pm - baah baah and oink oink (and some chickens) exam
Friday 9.30am - baah baah, oink oink, moo moo and horsey prac exam

so yeah, manage to study 1200 pages of production animals' diseases for the exam, which i can barely remember anything now.... but i dun care, as long as its over and can pass is a can!!!

so my next paper will be small animals, of dogs and cats
its much more interesting when studying
but still.... got 9 topics to study in 3 days =.= and i have only done one, and i am still wasting my time writing this blog, so yeah.... *stree button pressed*

its almost over, but gawd i hate 4th yr.....................

the problem of 无奈

its that time at life again when you are faced with a 无奈 situation....
what can you do ler =.=
suck it up and handle it maturely lor................ if i can LOL

sheep fun facts

To foster an orphaned lamb to a new ewe (mum), rub his heads onto her vagina then only will she let him suck her teats :D

我们在人群中擦肩而过
在城市的呼吸里沉默游走

如果你能给我如果的事

The system of the world ?

Does our world runs in a system?
the world is governed by so many rules, it almost feels like a system
take example: law and economics - two systems created by human in order for the world to run smoothly.
science is a system too! starling's Law, quantam physics, law's of physics, law and order.......

So ok there is a system for our world
but what about life?
are we bound to do the same thing everyday?
are we suppose to expect that somethings should happen because of the system?
is "routine" the system of life?

i'm starting not to make sense =.=
but what i have discovered is - i had hoped for a system to life
the feeling of being safe and comfortable all the time because everything is expected
and then once in a while something special happens and it would act as a suprise, or a wow-factor to life, making life a little bit less boring
that would be a system to be expected.

but i guess that's bull shit
we should learn now how not to expect "system" or "routine" in life
because nothing is certain.
nothing was ever certain, and nothing will ever be certain
uncertainty makes life more interesting?
yeah, and it makes me very uncomfortable too

but till you find your own certainty, you are still consider as uncertain
and that is how i think the system of the world should be

Introducing Matilda

yes, she is my long lost twin sister that we finally just meet up last friday. mum told me about her before and i thought we would never see each other.... until now!!


That's Matilda



Matilda and her friends (from left to right: giselle-garyella, karen, nellie, Matilda)



Matilda's sexy lips



Matilda and a very disturbed and frightened dean of vet school



and she was even in a movie called "Charlie's bitches"... i mean charlie's angels

"I don't know when
I don't know how
but i know something's starting right now
watch and you'll see
some day I'll be
part of your world"

既然什么都不是，
又何必那么认真？

5 questions

what is there to be frustrated about?

what is there to be sad about?

what is there to be confused about?

what is there to feel bad about?

what is there to be true about?

i am at serena's house right now
bo liao nothing to do tat's why i am writing this blog

life has still been interesting since then!
discovering possibilities is a risk but its full of fun~~~~~
it's always a pain to figure out what the future holds, but i guess we've learn not to hope for the future but to hope for the present.

i'm living everyday life everyday
and i'm doing a lot of running recently :D with serena..... NOT
alone la, ofcos. i challenged the 6km bibra lake running path last sunday, and was suprised that i could make without stopping wakakakakaka
yayaya i know its only 6km, but for a FAT guy like me, its consider a big thing liao la.
anyway serena got visitor liao so i have to cabut
till next time laa

words

life has been pretty interesting lately

a word that initiated a cascade of events, which turns life upside down and inside out.
I thought it would be ok, that we would all be the same and the sun will come out and set the other day, that we would all go to work, come back and sleep at the same phase.

But with only one word, only one
so strong it burns the sun, and it never rise the other day

we do not see the future, but we'll hang on to something in the future

but one word took me off my hook
i've got nothing to hang on to now...

assingment

Congratulations- you have been appointed as chief veterinarian at A Veterinary Practice situated in the thriving metropolis of Anytown.

The morning…..

You have a very busy morning clinic and being incredibly astute and well trained you diagnose the following pets with some rather serious problems.

- ‘Paris’ Hilton, a 2.5-kg Chihuahua with spontaneous hypoadrenocorticism

- Jennifer’ Aniston, a 4-kg Domestic short-hair with inflammatory bowel disease and suppurative cholangiohepatitis

- ‘Gwyneth’ Paltrow, a 10-kg Miniature Dachshund with nephrotic syndrome due to glomerulonephritis

- ‘George’ Clooney, a 35-kg Boxer with pituitary-dependent hyperadrenocorticism

- ‘Brad’ Pitt, a 25-kg Briard with hypercalcaemia due to multi-centric lymphoma

(matt: so..... jennifer aniston has IBD.... no wonder brad pitt dun wan her..... but he himself also got cancer??)

Choose ONE (1) of these patients. The owners of this patient are very nice and love their pet, but unfortunately do not speak English. You need to explain the diagnosis you have made and how it causes the clinical signs their pet may be displaying to their Year 8 son (of average intelligence) (matt: only average? not stupid....) who does speak English. Also briefly describe treatment implications for this condition.

The afternoon……..

You now have some time to organise discharging the cases you diagnosed yesterday:

- ‘Jude’ Law, a 4-kg three-year-old DSH with aortic thromboembolism due to otherwise asymptomatic unclassified cardiomyopathy

- ‘Angelina’ Jolie, a 60-kg Great Dane with severe aspiration pneumonia secondary to megaoesophagus

- ‘Matt’ Damon, a 3.5-kg twelve-year-old DLH with systemic hypertension due to chronic renal failure

- ‘Britney’ Spears, a 5.5-kg ten-year-old Oriental with nasal crytpococcosis

- ‘Ben’ Affleck, a 10-kg Cavalier King Charles Spaniel with idiopathic immune-mediated haemolytic anaemia

(Matt: so now we know why britney spears had a meltdown.....)

Select ONE (1) of these cases and write a client discharge treatment and ongoing care summary to send home with their pet (as you are going to be too busy to discharge them all individually).

The evening……..

Now you have a little bit of time and need to tend to the patients that you have in hospital. You are very glad that it is Friday and you are going away for a surfing weekend (great beaches in Anytown), (matt: WHO FUCKING CARES??) so you need to make sure your colleagues have a good idea of how to manage your in-patients.

Select ONE (1) of the cases below and write a treatment plan for the next three days, whilst they are hospitalised. Be sure to cover all aspects of their care (eg. toileting, diet, medications, adjunctive therapy) and when these may be discontinued. Indicate what complications may occur and what should be done if they do.

- ‘Just’ Timberlake, a 7-kg Maine Coone Cat with hypertophic cardiomyopathy causing pulmonary oedema

- Nicole’ Kidman, a 40-kg six-year-old German Shepherd with atrial fibrillation due to mitral valve dysplasia and Grade II left-sided congestive heart failure

- ‘Russell’ Crowe, a 12-kg 4 month-old Labrador Retriever with a congenital extra-hepatic portosystemic shunt

- ‘J-Lo’ Lopez, a 20-month-old 3.5 kg DSH with bilateral pyothorax (awaiting culture results)

- ‘Hugh’ Grant, a 6-kg ten-year-old Yorkshire with diabetes ketoacidosis and pancreatitis

(MATT: now i know which celebs are my lecturers a fan of.... and damn!! i got some nice celebrity patients!!!!!)

random song

lalalalalalalala this is so random, because someone ask me to post something random
lalalalalalalala this is so random as random as the bitch so random

lalalalalalalala i am so random, because we are all eating mango so randomly random
lalalalalalalala i am so random as random as alice in wonderland so random

*chorus*
now so random~~~~ ahlalalalayoyoyo so random
then so random~~~~ uhlalalalayaiyaiayi so random
still so random ~~~~ lalalalallelelulu so random
again so fucking random~~~~ lalalalalal i duno wat to say so random

*raP*
yo now wat u all mother fucking random, yo u tell me you broke so random, so random as a ram so random as a ball so creative random or faune random
yo if we random sing then we random rap ima like you random gonna get some police action
yoyo yoyoyoyoyo random f^^k now so cib@i random yo yo yo yo yo yo!!!!!!

*chorus*
now so random~~~~ ahlalalalayoyoyo so random
then so random~~~~ uhlalalalayaiyaiayi so random
still so random ~~~~ lalalalallelelulu so random
again so fucking random~~~~ lalalalalal i duno wat to say so random

lalalalalalalalala this song is randomgly coming to an end
and alalalalalalalalala random bitch you raondom song
lalalalalalalalala so randomly asked for a random song
lalalalalalalalalal random song for a random bitch

The world changes, but we do things over and over again for the same reasons. We do not stop, because we want to feel alive and forget that we are going to die.