Friday, September 14, 2007

the question about choice

life is full of choices..
HELL YEAH!

every movement is a choice
when u walk, do you chose to step your left foot or right foot first?
when u are showering do you chose to wash your hair first or your face first
when u eat, do u chose to eat the vege first, rice first or meat first????
life is full of choices

and still, many people say "i have no choice"
of course you do have a choice!!
you'll always have choice unless someone has a gun on your head and force u to do something,
then you'll have no choice (oh really?)

A or B?
A is a better choice to you, cos it would benefit you more
B is not a good choice at all, cos it gives u lots of trouble and problems
so in this cases, people will say: "i have no choice, so i choose A"
which is crap! because the question asks "A or B?"
more precisely "do you want to chose A or B??"

so i do think that people who say they have no choice are somehow irresponsible
they choose A because they blame B is too harsh, so they have to only go with A
a case of victimising one self to choice B

we always have choices in life
even when someone pointing a gun on your head, you still have a choice
you can choose to obey the gun holder and live
or you can choose to not obey and get shot in the head

we are not afraid of choices
but its rather the consequences that we are afraid of
we do have a choice, but its rather does that choice make you happy?
I can choose A or B, it's just the matter of "which would I feel happier with?"

I choose A because I don't want the troubles from choosing B
make a choice, and take responsible for it
no matter the consequences are good or bad

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

things that won't go away

there are some things in life that will never leave you
wounds, scars, people, ideas or thoughts,

and also... memories

you thought you have got over it
and it doesn't seems to bother you at all now
as if life is no more related to how it was back then
and you seems to have forget about it

but slowly and quietly, it does creep back to you sometimes
it will come back
and hit you at times you never expect
then you breakdown, and you depress
and it seems like now is how it was back then
but slowly, you occupy yourself
with friends, work, music, food, movies
and u slowly forget it
while it slowly fades away

was it every away??

it seems like its embedded into you
how you are right now, is determined by how it was back then
no matter how hard u try to change
you never change what has already been set in you
its unchangeable

things like this, they never go away
they haunt you forever
backthen was long long long time ago
but back then is still here, now at the present

what can u do?
get over it? forget it? suppress it?
if only we can
if only...

take a deep breath,
let it in, let it out
live with it
and life goes on