gollum song

Where once was light
Now darkness fools
Where once was love
Love is no more

Don’t say goodbye
Don’t say I didn’t try

These tears we cry
Of falling rain
For all the lies you told us
The hurt the blame

And we will wait
To be so alone
We are lost
We can never go home

So in the end
They will be what I will be
No loyal friend
Was ever there for me

Now we say goodbye
We say you didn’t try

These tears you cry
Have come too late
Take back the lies
The hurt the blame

And u will wait
When u face the end alone
You are lost
You can never go home

You are lost
You can never go home

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super depressing song.... from lotr

on the coffe table

knowing the truth
but ignoring the fact
i'm blinded with excuses
and there is nothing else left

"i believed"
and i try
but sometimes i lose faith
when it is time for goodbye

another off the list
and another search begin.
it is good experience though
like black widow eating her husband
and then searching for more to hunt.

its time to move on
again!
for there is nothing much to gain

such is life
who else would diassagree?
i would sing "di di di di di~~" in the mornings
and end nights with an "oh well"
although everything is not well.
day just have to come,
and night just have to go.
i just have to show
and you just have to know.

if you don't response
i shall just treasure more
with dignity and pride,
that is all.

interlude

i'm having a junk food relationship with one of my friends....

ps. junk food is well known for unhealthy