the problem of 无奈

its that time at life again when you are faced with a 无奈 situation....
what can you do ler =.=
suck it up and handle it maturely lor................ if i can LOL

sheep fun facts

To foster an orphaned lamb to a new ewe (mum), rub his heads onto her vagina then only will she let him suck her teats :D

我们在人群中擦肩而过
在城市的呼吸里沉默游走

如果你能给我如果的事

The system of the world ?

Does our world runs in a system?
the world is governed by so many rules, it almost feels like a system
take example: law and economics - two systems created by human in order for the world to run smoothly.
science is a system too! starling's Law, quantam physics, law's of physics, law and order.......

So ok there is a system for our world
but what about life?
are we bound to do the same thing everyday?
are we suppose to expect that somethings should happen because of the system?
is "routine" the system of life?

i'm starting not to make sense =.=
but what i have discovered is - i had hoped for a system to life
the feeling of being safe and comfortable all the time because everything is expected
and then once in a while something special happens and it would act as a suprise, or a wow-factor to life, making life a little bit less boring
that would be a system to be expected.

but i guess that's bull shit
we should learn now how not to expect "system" or "routine" in life
because nothing is certain.
nothing was ever certain, and nothing will ever be certain
uncertainty makes life more interesting?
yeah, and it makes me very uncomfortable too

but till you find your own certainty, you are still consider as uncertain
and that is how i think the system of the world should be

Introducing Matilda

yes, she is my long lost twin sister that we finally just meet up last friday. mum told me about her before and i thought we would never see each other.... until now!!


That's Matilda



Matilda and her friends (from left to right: giselle-garyella, karen, nellie, Matilda)



Matilda's sexy lips



Matilda and a very disturbed and frightened dean of vet school



and she was even in a movie called "Charlie's bitches"... i mean charlie's angels

"I don't know when
I don't know how
but i know something's starting right now
watch and you'll see
some day I'll be
part of your world"

既然什么都不是，
又何必那么认真？

5 questions

what is there to be frustrated about?

what is there to be sad about?

what is there to be confused about?

what is there to feel bad about?

what is there to be true about?

i am at serena's house right now
bo liao nothing to do tat's why i am writing this blog

life has still been interesting since then!
discovering possibilities is a risk but its full of fun~~~~~
it's always a pain to figure out what the future holds, but i guess we've learn not to hope for the future but to hope for the present.

i'm living everyday life everyday
and i'm doing a lot of running recently :D with serena..... NOT
alone la, ofcos. i challenged the 6km bibra lake running path last sunday, and was suprised that i could make without stopping wakakakakaka
yayaya i know its only 6km, but for a FAT guy like me, its consider a big thing liao la.
anyway serena got visitor liao so i have to cabut
till next time laa

words

life has been pretty interesting lately

a word that initiated a cascade of events, which turns life upside down and inside out.
I thought it would be ok, that we would all be the same and the sun will come out and set the other day, that we would all go to work, come back and sleep at the same phase.

But with only one word, only one
so strong it burns the sun, and it never rise the other day

we do not see the future, but we'll hang on to something in the future

but one word took me off my hook
i've got nothing to hang on to now...

assingment

Congratulations- you have been appointed as chief veterinarian at A Veterinary Practice situated in the thriving metropolis of Anytown.

The morning…..

You have a very busy morning clinic and being incredibly astute and well trained you diagnose the following pets with some rather serious problems.

- ‘Paris’ Hilton, a 2.5-kg Chihuahua with spontaneous hypoadrenocorticism

- Jennifer’ Aniston, a 4-kg Domestic short-hair with inflammatory bowel disease and suppurative cholangiohepatitis

- ‘Gwyneth’ Paltrow, a 10-kg Miniature Dachshund with nephrotic syndrome due to glomerulonephritis

- ‘George’ Clooney, a 35-kg Boxer with pituitary-dependent hyperadrenocorticism

- ‘Brad’ Pitt, a 25-kg Briard with hypercalcaemia due to multi-centric lymphoma

(matt: so..... jennifer aniston has IBD.... no wonder brad pitt dun wan her..... but he himself also got cancer??)

Choose ONE (1) of these patients. The owners of this patient are very nice and love their pet, but unfortunately do not speak English. You need to explain the diagnosis you have made and how it causes the clinical signs their pet may be displaying to their Year 8 son (of average intelligence) (matt: only average? not stupid....) who does speak English. Also briefly describe treatment implications for this condition.

The afternoon……..

You now have some time to organise discharging the cases you diagnosed yesterday:

- ‘Jude’ Law, a 4-kg three-year-old DSH with aortic thromboembolism due to otherwise asymptomatic unclassified cardiomyopathy

- ‘Angelina’ Jolie, a 60-kg Great Dane with severe aspiration pneumonia secondary to megaoesophagus

- ‘Matt’ Damon, a 3.5-kg twelve-year-old DLH with systemic hypertension due to chronic renal failure

- ‘Britney’ Spears, a 5.5-kg ten-year-old Oriental with nasal crytpococcosis

- ‘Ben’ Affleck, a 10-kg Cavalier King Charles Spaniel with idiopathic immune-mediated haemolytic anaemia

(Matt: so now we know why britney spears had a meltdown.....)

Select ONE (1) of these cases and write a client discharge treatment and ongoing care summary to send home with their pet (as you are going to be too busy to discharge them all individually).

The evening……..

Now you have a little bit of time and need to tend to the patients that you have in hospital. You are very glad that it is Friday and you are going away for a surfing weekend (great beaches in Anytown), (matt: WHO FUCKING CARES??) so you need to make sure your colleagues have a good idea of how to manage your in-patients.

Select ONE (1) of the cases below and write a treatment plan for the next three days, whilst they are hospitalised. Be sure to cover all aspects of their care (eg. toileting, diet, medications, adjunctive therapy) and when these may be discontinued. Indicate what complications may occur and what should be done if they do.

- ‘Just’ Timberlake, a 7-kg Maine Coone Cat with hypertophic cardiomyopathy causing pulmonary oedema

- Nicole’ Kidman, a 40-kg six-year-old German Shepherd with atrial fibrillation due to mitral valve dysplasia and Grade II left-sided congestive heart failure

- ‘Russell’ Crowe, a 12-kg 4 month-old Labrador Retriever with a congenital extra-hepatic portosystemic shunt

- ‘J-Lo’ Lopez, a 20-month-old 3.5 kg DSH with bilateral pyothorax (awaiting culture results)

- ‘Hugh’ Grant, a 6-kg ten-year-old Yorkshire with diabetes ketoacidosis and pancreatitis

(MATT: now i know which celebs are my lecturers a fan of.... and damn!! i got some nice celebrity patients!!!!!)

random song

lalalalalalalala this is so random, because someone ask me to post something random
lalalalalalalala this is so random as random as the bitch so random

lalalalalalalala i am so random, because we are all eating mango so randomly random
lalalalalalalala i am so random as random as alice in wonderland so random

*chorus*
now so random~~~~ ahlalalalayoyoyo so random
then so random~~~~ uhlalalalayaiyaiayi so random
still so random ~~~~ lalalalallelelulu so random
again so fucking random~~~~ lalalalalal i duno wat to say so random

*raP*
yo now wat u all mother fucking random, yo u tell me you broke so random, so random as a ram so random as a ball so creative random or faune random
yo if we random sing then we random rap ima like you random gonna get some police action
yoyo yoyoyoyoyo random f^^k now so cib@i random yo yo yo yo yo yo!!!!!!

*chorus*
now so random~~~~ ahlalalalayoyoyo so random
then so random~~~~ uhlalalalayaiyaiayi so random
still so random ~~~~ lalalalallelelulu so random
again so fucking random~~~~ lalalalalal i duno wat to say so random

lalalalalalalalala this song is randomgly coming to an end
and alalalalalalalalala random bitch you raondom song
lalalalalalalalala so randomly asked for a random song
lalalalalalalalalal random song for a random bitch

The world changes, but we do things over and over again for the same reasons. We do not stop, because we want to feel alive and forget that we are going to die.

光之翼

静静的按下电源开关
屏幕的色彩越来越亮
在虚拟的城市找一个
让心灵休息的地方
塑料的键盘滴答发响
机器的声音温柔呼唤
放弃了不完美的肉身
跃出了现实的天窗

高速的联机传送思想
跳跃的文字透露愿望
安慰的话比亲密拥抱
彷佛更真实的触感

屏幕的色彩依旧发亮
机器的声音继续呼唤
在网络的海洋找不到
让欲望躲藏的地方
神秘的信道即将开放
渴望的心情兴奋不安
放弃了太疲倦的肉身
跃出了现实的天窗

张开透明翅膀
朝着月亮飞翔
搜寻最美一个
现世的天堂
飞过夜的尽头
拥抱你的温柔
乘着幻想的风
散落无数的光芒

18 SG (contain coarse language)

SERIOUSLY YOU SHOULD JUST FUCK OFF
FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

WHO THE HELL DO U THINK YOU ARE??? WHAT RIGHTS DO U HAVE TO FUCK WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S MIND????? IS IT BECAUSE U DUN HAVE A MIND?? FUCK U!! FUCK OFF

OMG SERIOUSLY GROW UP U FUCKER..... HOW OLD ARE YOU ALREADY??? USE YOUR BRAIN TO THINK OK? woops my bad..... I FORGOT U DUN HAVE A FUCKING BRAIN!! GROW UP PLSSSSS ITS DAMN OBVIOUS THAT WE ALL HATE YOU SO PLSSSS DUN ACT LIKE U ARE SO COOOL COS YOU ARE FUCKING NOT COOL, U ARE NOT EVEN COOL WHEN YOU ARE FUCKING!!! SO JUST DO US A FAVOUR AND FUCK YOURSELF IN THE CORNER OR FUCK YOURSELF OUT OF THIS WORLD

TO FUCK WITH ALL YOUR ACTS AND METAPHORE, WE DUN REALLY CARE, COS ITS DAMN OBVIOUS, WE KNOW EVERY FUCKING THINGS U ARE DOING. TOO DAMN FUCKING OBVIOUS YOU FAKE FUCKERRRRR

SO I'M FUCKING ASKING U TO FUCK OFF HERE WITHOUT ANY METAPHORES.... U REALISE IT NOW? STRAIGHT FORWARD JUST FUCKING FUCK OFF. YOU WILL MAKE LIFE SO MUCH EASIER!!!!

GROW UP AND BE A MAN, DO THE RIGHT THING, WHERE ARE YOUR BALLS????????????????????????????????? DO U EVEN HAVE BALLSSS?? OH PLS!! FOR FUCK SAKES GO FIND BACK YOUR BALLS AND FIXED IT BACK TO YOUR DICK MAN!!!


feel so much fucking better now.....
if anyone feels that they have read this somewhere before, yes i copied that blog's idea.
feel free to laugh at it

Bad hair day!

she's from china



she's mad


she's super crazy



and the ultimate......


professor X's hair (is that even a hair?)

It's 12.39am and i am excited.
I don't really know what am i excited about, but i think its because i just finished my assignment

I'm always getting all the excitement at the wrong hour of the day >.<
Now how am i suppose to sleep ah.....

if only i could feel such excitement during lectures........

Court official: "you have created your own legend, and you shall be prosecuted for that. The 13 lives you had taken shall join us today to see you perish for the last time"

Executioner: "He's...... He's innocent!!"

Crowd: "He's an angel!!!"

Court official: "An Angel? Very well, but remember this... I'll be looking at you when you're laid on the cross and the twelve blows are crashing down on your limbs. When the crowd is finally tired of your screams and wandered home, I will climb up through your blood and sit beside you. I will look deep into your eyes... and drop by drop I will trickle my disgust into them like burning acid until... finally... you perish."

--perfume--

"I am waiting, for the waves to come one day and sweep away all my sorrow, to be buried deep under the sea, and to be left there eternally"