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叹息，自己没有别人的才华
可惜，自己没有比别人能干
遗憾， 自己也没有那么伟大
竟然什么都没有
就只能坚持自己的信念，
继续奔跑

helloooooo

sorry to dissapoint you guys...
but i'm not dead yet

Nothing lasts

of all the many ways of leaving
you left, with the most stylish you can be
our short meeting was swift but sweet
you will be remembered in the most melancholic way

chrsitmas tree beside the fire place

wishing you all a merry christmas!!

梅雨时节 飘落叶 等满满的水位

REVENGE IS SWEETER THAN U EVER WERE!

短痛不如长痛
短讯不如长信

the endless

siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh......

Exam nag

I have been complaining a lot about my exams recently, about how horrijible they are
complain until people no sien i also sien first

but finally....... NO MORE PRODUCTION ANIMALS!!!!

my exam timetable last week was like this:

Monday 2pm - moo moo exam
Wedensday 2pm - baah baah and oink oink (and some chickens) exam
Friday 9.30am - baah baah, oink oink, moo moo and horsey prac exam

so yeah, manage to study 1200 pages of production animals' diseases for the exam, which i can barely remember anything now.... but i dun care, as long as its over and can pass is a can!!!

so my next paper will be small animals, of dogs and cats
its much more interesting when studying
but still.... got 9 topics to study in 3 days =.= and i have only done one, and i am still wasting my time writing this blog, so yeah.... *stree button pressed*

its almost over, but gawd i hate 4th yr.....................

the problem of 无奈

its that time at life again when you are faced with a 无奈 situation....
what can you do ler =.=
suck it up and handle it maturely lor................ if i can LOL

sheep fun facts

To foster an orphaned lamb to a new ewe (mum), rub his heads onto her vagina then only will she let him suck her teats :D

我们在人群中擦肩而过
在城市的呼吸里沉默游走

如果你能给我如果的事

The system of the world ?

Does our world runs in a system?
the world is governed by so many rules, it almost feels like a system
take example: law and economics - two systems created by human in order for the world to run smoothly.
science is a system too! starling's Law, quantam physics, law's of physics, law and order.......

So ok there is a system for our world
but what about life?
are we bound to do the same thing everyday?
are we suppose to expect that somethings should happen because of the system?
is "routine" the system of life?

i'm starting not to make sense =.=
but what i have discovered is - i had hoped for a system to life
the feeling of being safe and comfortable all the time because everything is expected
and then once in a while something special happens and it would act as a suprise, or a wow-factor to life, making life a little bit less boring
that would be a system to be expected.

but i guess that's bull shit
we should learn now how not to expect "system" or "routine" in life
because nothing is certain.
nothing was ever certain, and nothing will ever be certain
uncertainty makes life more interesting?
yeah, and it makes me very uncomfortable too

but till you find your own certainty, you are still consider as uncertain
and that is how i think the system of the world should be

Introducing Matilda

yes, she is my long lost twin sister that we finally just meet up last friday. mum told me about her before and i thought we would never see each other.... until now!!


That's Matilda



Matilda and her friends (from left to right: giselle-garyella, karen, nellie, Matilda)



Matilda's sexy lips



Matilda and a very disturbed and frightened dean of vet school



and she was even in a movie called "Charlie's bitches"... i mean charlie's angels

"I don't know when
I don't know how
but i know something's starting right now
watch and you'll see
some day I'll be
part of your world"

既然什么都不是，
又何必那么认真？

5 questions

what is there to be frustrated about?

what is there to be sad about?

what is there to be confused about?

what is there to feel bad about?

what is there to be true about?

i am at serena's house right now
bo liao nothing to do tat's why i am writing this blog

life has still been interesting since then!
discovering possibilities is a risk but its full of fun~~~~~
it's always a pain to figure out what the future holds, but i guess we've learn not to hope for the future but to hope for the present.

i'm living everyday life everyday
and i'm doing a lot of running recently :D with serena..... NOT
alone la, ofcos. i challenged the 6km bibra lake running path last sunday, and was suprised that i could make without stopping wakakakakaka
yayaya i know its only 6km, but for a FAT guy like me, its consider a big thing liao la.
anyway serena got visitor liao so i have to cabut
till next time laa

words

life has been pretty interesting lately

a word that initiated a cascade of events, which turns life upside down and inside out.
I thought it would be ok, that we would all be the same and the sun will come out and set the other day, that we would all go to work, come back and sleep at the same phase.

But with only one word, only one
so strong it burns the sun, and it never rise the other day

we do not see the future, but we'll hang on to something in the future

but one word took me off my hook
i've got nothing to hang on to now...