on the coffe table

knowing the truth
but ignoring the fact
i'm blinded with excuses
and there is nothing else left

"i believed"
and i try
but sometimes i lose faith
when it is time for goodbye

another off the list
and another search begin.
it is good experience though
like black widow eating her husband
and then searching for more to hunt.

its time to move on
again!
for there is nothing much to gain

such is life
who else would diassagree?
i would sing "di di di di di~~" in the mornings
and end nights with an "oh well"
although everything is not well.
day just have to come,
and night just have to go.
i just have to show
and you just have to know.

if you don't response
i shall just treasure more
with dignity and pride,
that is all.