farm prac

i AM really looking forward to the two weeks farm prac!!

it's got nothing to do with me not getting to go back to penang :P
just tat i like to ngam about staying in perth during the winter break

its the end of the semester.... almost

today is last day of the semester, and i didn't even went to uni lol (coz no class)

times really flies hey? in a blink of and eye, its already one semester... well almost, still got finals to go!!

most of my friends are going home during the one month break, especially the-all-so-lucky daniel who had just got a last minute free ticket to penang AGAIN!! T_T

pity i have to work at the farm for two weeks, not really work coz i dun get pay, but its more like a farm expirience thingy...... i'm really looking forward it though!! but then again.... why do vets have to milk the cow and trim the alpacas???

its all in a day's work, all in a day's work...

exam stress

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finals coming soon. lots to study and lots to do..... somemore exam time table not goood t_t

小插曲 - interlude 3

5月29 日， 星期一，雷雨


原来还很想很想在来一次，却不敢从蹈覆辙。


我只选择了冷眼旁观，去扑灭内心的热情。
还很想，很想，很想，很想。。。。。。

something stupid?

i had a hair cut today. my hair is alwasy messy and curly, so i decided to shave it
and yeap i did shaved it, number 2 shaved, so now there are like less than 1cm of hair ontop of my head.

it looks kinda wierd at first, yeah but i'm use to it now. just that it feels REALLY COLD up there, luckily i have my trusty beanie with me.....

so is it really stupid to shaved my head during winter??? you can realy feel the different, like after the hair cut, my head feels really.... brezzzy!!

and when it comes to washing my hair, i tend to forget that i dun need so much shampoo, and its always too late until i remember. wat's worse is when it comes to applying conditioner.............

小插曲 - interlude

6月24 日，星期三，懒懒的晴天。


钢琴轻轻点奏，shall we dance?

忘了时间的我，在旋律中忘了自我。
时间结束后，我任然忘不了。

smelliest lab

it looks like melted green tea ice-cream... but it smells a bit like long kang.... its rumen fliud of the sheep....................

we had a whole 3 hours lab yesterday experimenting rumen fliud with glucose, urea and all that shit, and it smells like shit, and i mean it literally.... it smells like lau sai >_<"

the purpose of the lab was to see how the microbes in the rumen fliud of different diet of sheep reacts with other substrates. and it was quit a long lab, got lots to do... we even have to see the microbes under microscpe and so basically we have to smell for that shit for 3 HOURS!!! and wat's worse is you get bits of splills on your hand and your hand smells like shit also.

but THANK GOD FOR SOAPS. luckily there was a basin and anti-bacteria soap in the lab. tat at least got rid of the smell (or i thought it did, coz i didn't smell anything on my hand at dinner that night)

so at the end of the lab we learned a few stuff:
1) rumen fluid smells like shit
2) rumen bacterias swim like crazy in the rumen fluid
3) there is nothing much better than anti-bacteria soap on a shitty day

ps. rumen is one of the 4 stomach of ruminant

bittersweet

atlantis,
a sinking island.
we were all there, walking and enjoying the "shores" when the water rised slowly.
the gloaming stones were gone, but there were still us.
i remember there was a thorn bridge, above the deep seas seperating both island.
and safety was only at the other side.

we were all running now,
and i remember jumping, over the large gap
from the end of the bridge to the other end of it

heaps of people, crowed, all waiting at the other side.

i didn't know how and when, a hand raised up.
my reflex took over, and held the hand i didn't even know whose it was
it giuded me safely, landing away from the crowd...

feeling thankful and curious,
i turned over while our hands held
and it was you...
i remembed then, you were smilling
while you were still squeezing in the crowd.
i replied with a smile, then let go of your hand
and i continued running my journey....



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based on a true dream (21/5/06)

stop and think

this is the question pop up by gary in the common room this afternoon. it relateds to keanu who thinks one of the 4th yr girl that looks hot and really pretty (which i dun think so)

"如果你暗恋他，有得给你选择：

1）偷偷暗恋，精神上自己折磨自己。有多辛苦都不跟他表白
2)结束自己的辛苦,向他表白. 但表白之后他避开你.

你会选择哪一个?"

sounds funny, but if it was you wat will you do??

unexpected expectation

such is life........ things less expected always happen. we can't expect anything from the future, except the unexpected life ahead.

they say things happen for a reason, they say it and say it and say it again. if you ask me, i don't really care. things happen yeah, shit happens, magic happens, you make it happen.

are the results really in our hand? i don't really care again. why do we need to worry about results? my sister quotation is "there is nothing scary about life IF you are not attached to results" i guess this gave her courage, to do things, that you and i will not even expect.... its wierd i dun really understand her and her doings, the only thing i know that she goes for everything she wants, or at least tat is wat i think. again if you are not attached to the outcomes of our doings.... what else will hold us back from doing?

some say (again) having expectations are like setting goals for yourself, expect it then.

DO NOT expect things to happen.... DO NOT also expect things to not happen

小插曲 - interlude

4 月30 日 - 星期天 - 阴天



缘虽尽，但路未穷。



普通的一天蕴藏着惊人的消息。
太阳终于放弃了向日葵。

for a start

dear ppl

this is my 3rd or 4th blog site:
the first one from blog spot turn out to be forgotten,

the 2nd one was friendster blog, but ppl complained it was hard to excess,

the 3rd one was also at blogspot, too aid ppl who has difficulty getting into friendster blog, WHILE still keeping friendster blog running. and in the end come to think of it i'm so lazy to maintain two blog so i forgot the pass word for 3rd blog liao

and the 4th one!! the one right now you are reading., just want to start everything once and for all. actually i'm using the account from my 1st blog, so it makes this my 1st blog eventually???? the reason i changed again is because lots of ppl are using blogspot, including the all so famous kennysia who useD blog spot b4 and became so popular. well i also notice that people can add each other into their blogs as well is it??

anyway this site is officially opened, and i will post some juicy firework gossip later on